Restful sleep

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"Not often, but on occasion I get to convince Nick to lay on top of me.

I know it must sound silly... but I enjoy it more than he realizes it. Whenever I ask he usually starts worrying. I can see his ears fold back instantly and says things somewhere along the lines of __'Carrots I'm really heavy' __ or __'What if I twist the wrong way and hurt you?'__

I know he means well. I don't know... his weight doesn't bother me at all! There's just something about a comfort I can only find when he lays on top of me and... I can hear his strong heartbeat slowly beating away at night. He doesn't see it... probably has never noticed how he sleeps like a pup the second Nick relaxes in this position.

Gosh I wish I could explain it better. It's just a feeling... a... deep warmth that I can only recognized when I was just a little kit myself. But it's different when it's with Nick. When we lay like this the snoring turns into a soft rumble against me and... and I get to wrap my entire body, arms, legs and all against him and I feel... safe.

Not that I don't feel safe around him generally, there's just something more to it. A wave of relief washes over me like a blanket the second I feel Nick's weight on me... I get all giddy and hug and wiggle against him. He doesn't really understand and sometimes rolls his eyes, I just can't can't help myself.

Eventually through out the night we just roll around. Nick usually ends up with his big arms wrapped around me against his chest. Which is my second favorite so I can't complain! .... I don't know what it is about it. On my most stressful days... if I can convince him to lay on top of me... the stress gets cleansed right off of me as if I was slowly dipping my body into a pool of water. Just like that I'm out like a light.. clinging to him. At least that's what he says if he stays awake a little longer than I do.

Maybe one day Nick will comprehend that feeling. For now I can hope to convince him a little more often!"